There was a little girl
on a hospital bed
she was waiting for angels
don’t forget
wearing a white frock
eyes were wet
frock was half burnt
half bleeding red ....
...but she gathers all the courage that she has left and looks at the sky with hopeful eyes. She prays for the pain to go away, with faith in her heart that her efforts will not go in vain...
Clutching her doll to her arms
wiping the tears .in charm,
not knowing what’s happening around,
memory of people lying on ground
pearls didn’t have eyes to cry
arms cut, sounds were bruised, and words got shy,
she promised the doll. Celebrate her birthday tonight, a cake would be cut, the candles wait to blow...but they never got a light o o
departing fingers from mother
she had a last smile
with fainting faiths, crouching courage,
last seconds to go, wait for a while
please don let her go… I say
coming to our home they
standing on our the gate
wake up, before late
unite our blood stands
now day to day
throw them out, before comes a burning cloud
its east to say, its not my way
we shall shout, we shall kill, we shall hope to our will...
not 2 got away, existence is not a lie
come out of your closets....
don’t let the little girl say good bye.....
Monday, September 6, 2010
I promise i'll Never leave you
Being pushed from this cloud of love
When I close my eyes,hit the ground
Though I keep falling faster than time
Still crash to memories without sound
Would have given up my life for you
You vowed that you would never leave
Yet here I am so cold and alone
Your words of love I always believed
No faith in God no trust in Love
Still breathing as life has just begun
Unleash sadness from my black heart
Or am I past the point of no return
Please come back to me my love
Can't live on memories of yesterdays
Needing your love back in my heart
Praying you'll come back to stay
Tired of drowning in my own tears
Pictures of your face fading away
Hope to come out of this midnight train
With your hands in mine someday
Waiting for you with open arms
How could I ever leave you
Always needed you here with me
To our love I'll always
Being pushed from this cloud of love
When I close my eyes,hit the ground
Though I keep falling faster than time
Still crash to memories without sound
Would have given up my life for you
You vowed that you would never leave
Yet here I am so cold and alone
Your words of love I always believed
No faith in God no trust in Love
Still breathing as life has just begun
Unleash sadness from my black heart
Or am I past the point of no return
Please come back to me my love
Can't live on memories of yesterdays
Needing your love back in my heart
Praying you'll come back to stay
Tired of drowning in my own tears
Pictures of your face fading away
Hope to come out of this midnight train
With your hands in mine someday
Waiting for you with open arms
How could I ever leave you
Always needed you here with me
To our love I'll always
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Lost
Feels like I have lost everything
And a page of my book called life is missing
What I want to know is where I am lacking
Or there are somethings in front of me that I am not understanding
Its hurting me a lot, but I don't know what it is
But there are memories of my friends which I always miss
May be this is what I have lost
And it feels so hurting me the most
May be loosing your beloved is the greatest pain of life
Then also your love is what you will have to sacrifice
And a page of my book called life is missing
What I want to know is where I am lacking
Or there are somethings in front of me that I am not understanding
Its hurting me a lot, but I don't know what it is
But there are memories of my friends which I always miss
May be this is what I have lost
And it feels so hurting me the most
May be loosing your beloved is the greatest pain of life
Then also your love is what you will have to sacrifice
On a Lonely Night
The night is falling and i am thinking
And feeling excited about what's coming
Coming next is just not another day
And the night is also not just another night
The day would be the new year's day
And the night is the new years eve
The time that separates is to think about
That what's so big that people are mad about
I can feel and hear people shout
Some in joy and some in pains
And feeling excited about what's coming
Coming next is just not another day
And the night is also not just another night
The day would be the new year's day
And the night is the new years eve
The time that separates is to think about
That what's so big that people are mad about
I can feel and hear people shout
Some in joy and some in pains
Painful people have lost their near and dear ones
And joyful people don't give a damn about their near ones
They are dancing through without caring for anything
But there is another dance which has shocked me
The dance of death that has separated people
Some are eating cakes
And other's don't even have a bread baked
But this is what life is all about
The sorrows should be forgotten about
Again there will be a new dawn tomorrow
And a new year would come
The world will be in joy
And I wish there shouldn't be anyone with a cry.
And joyful people don't give a damn about their near ones
They are dancing through without caring for anything
But there is another dance which has shocked me
The dance of death that has separated people
Some are eating cakes
And other's don't even have a bread baked
But this is what life is all about
The sorrows should be forgotten about
Again there will be a new dawn tomorrow
And a new year would come
The world will be in joy
And I wish there shouldn't be anyone with a cry.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Shadows
Shadows in the night.
Shadows where there is no light.
So dark the colors they wear.
Secrets so many they bear.
Death, their close and dear friends.
Sorrow, to many they always send.
Far from me they always stay,
for I keep seeing the bright new day.
I always wonder, why can't I die?
And among white flowers would I lie.
My yearning for peace finally to me would come.
And a sad tune, I would no longer hum.
Shadows! Dark Shadows, don't stay away.
Give to another, my new day.
Willingly would I rest for them.
For within loneliness, my life has stemmed.
Take me into thy deep dark coat.
So others my presence don't have to loathe.
No other has ever waited for you more.
For once gone, my spirits would finally soar.
Shadows where there is no light.
So dark the colors they wear.
Secrets so many they bear.
Death, their close and dear friends.
Sorrow, to many they always send.
Far from me they always stay,
for I keep seeing the bright new day.
I always wonder, why can't I die?
And among white flowers would I lie.
My yearning for peace finally to me would come.
And a sad tune, I would no longer hum.
Shadows! Dark Shadows, don't stay away.
Give to another, my new day.
Willingly would I rest for them.
For within loneliness, my life has stemmed.
Take me into thy deep dark coat.
So others my presence don't have to loathe.
No other has ever waited for you more.
For once gone, my spirits would finally soar.
Self Confession
There is no limit and no boundary to happiness,
Whoever said that we cannot have everything we want- was wrong
Why not? Why can't I have everything?
Why can't I dedicate my life to the pursuit of making myself happy?
Why is it a selfish sin to want nothing but joy?
Within me, I feel the limitless surge of possibilities
My energy has broken free and is catapulting in unknown directions
All ends are possible and impossible equally
I want to dance, create, sing, explore and evolve all at once
Why must we limit ourselves to one plan, one inevitability?
Everything that is meant to happen- will
Regardless of our struggle strife or surrender- regardless of suffering
Regardless of sacrifice
And all of it will happen, in its own good time
For its own good reason-
I don't know where down the line I decided that I NEED TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY
I need to take myself in this body to the ends of the earth- all the places I can possibly go,
I say this with shameless selfishness and I accept that now, I'm not a bad person
I may not be the kindest, most beautiful, most humble…but I want this life
I want its mountains and its oceans- I want its liberty and the resonance of what has been
And what is yet to be- I want to create my own frequencies-and release them…
Every once in a while there is a shift in the cosmos, something has happened,
Perhaps one single tendril of my being has touched something wonderful-
Something I can't see yet- something I don't recognize
But in the breeze, and with the dawn, there is a feeling
Like…another nail has shot free off the board- or, and I'm trying to explain this as best as I can in this very moment- but capturing this invisible illusive electricity in words is…
Like…the space between darkness and dawn- just a bit surreal-
Is it happening to me? Am I really here? Where have I come-
This is my skin, my clothes, my hands …but it's all changing…
I feel, like I have been given a second chance at life,
There are things in the past that were strangling me, cutting off the air
And I think I was dying- but unconsciously- all the same…
I can't express how I feel anymore. Words are just not enough.
Whoever said that we cannot have everything we want- was wrong
Why not? Why can't I have everything?
Why can't I dedicate my life to the pursuit of making myself happy?
Why is it a selfish sin to want nothing but joy?
Within me, I feel the limitless surge of possibilities
My energy has broken free and is catapulting in unknown directions
All ends are possible and impossible equally
I want to dance, create, sing, explore and evolve all at once
Why must we limit ourselves to one plan, one inevitability?
Everything that is meant to happen- will
Regardless of our struggle strife or surrender- regardless of suffering
Regardless of sacrifice
And all of it will happen, in its own good time
For its own good reason-
I don't know where down the line I decided that I NEED TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY
I need to take myself in this body to the ends of the earth- all the places I can possibly go,
I say this with shameless selfishness and I accept that now, I'm not a bad person
I may not be the kindest, most beautiful, most humble…but I want this life
I want its mountains and its oceans- I want its liberty and the resonance of what has been
And what is yet to be- I want to create my own frequencies-and release them…
Every once in a while there is a shift in the cosmos, something has happened,
Perhaps one single tendril of my being has touched something wonderful-
Something I can't see yet- something I don't recognize
But in the breeze, and with the dawn, there is a feeling
Like…another nail has shot free off the board- or, and I'm trying to explain this as best as I can in this very moment- but capturing this invisible illusive electricity in words is…
Like…the space between darkness and dawn- just a bit surreal-
Is it happening to me? Am I really here? Where have I come-
This is my skin, my clothes, my hands …but it's all changing…
I feel, like I have been given a second chance at life,
There are things in the past that were strangling me, cutting off the air
And I think I was dying- but unconsciously- all the same…
I can't express how I feel anymore. Words are just not enough.
If That is Love
If you're gonna break my heart and leave
Make promises you don't intend to keep
If that's love then I want no part.
But if you think that love should last for life
If you believe it's more than just one night
If that's love then you've got my heart.
And if you'd rather hold on to your pride
Than wipe away the tears you made me cry
If that's love then I want no part.
But if you're gonna be there when I need
Someone to just hold me tenderly
If that's love then you've got my heart.
If the kinda love that you bring
Comes with no demands and no strings
If in your eyes I see for sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
I'll give my heart, my soul, my everything.
If I have to let go of my dreams
Become someone I never ever thought I'd be
If that's love then I want no part.
But if you're gonna be the kind of man
Who's willing just to take me as I am
If that's love then you've got my heart.
tell me in your arms I'll be safe
Where loneliness and fear have no place
The only thing you have to do
The only thing I ask of you
Is give your heart, your soul, and your faith.
And if you cannot give these things to me
Then I just have to tell you honestly
If that's love then I want no part.
But if you say you've finally found in me
The only place that you could ever be
If that's love then you've got my heart
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